Saturday, June 21, 2008 Y 3:05:00 AM
Being considerate, i didn't ask darling to accompany me for lunch (he will be dead tired, whole night never sleep) as he just back from his night shift this morning. Who knows, it ended up like my fault. Below is the detail:
Got sms from darling at 11.40am, telling me that he will be meeting his friend out to play psp. ***I'm so ANGRY*** I know he's tired therefore i let him rest without any more words, and yet, he wanna go out with his friend to play game. Nevermind, then i ask him to meet me for lunch, and he said that i never jio him. What the FUCK man, intially i don't wanna disturb him sleep then now since he going out, ask him meet me for lunch also can't. Moreover, he didn't even tell/ informed me that he's not sleeping. -Arghhh- I'm so fed up man. Then i ended sms with him by a word BYE and he still can reply, "if u want to bye then bye lor.. wat u want to do i also never stop now u want to show me this attitude" which make me more angry. Some more what i want is that i miss (too depending on him) him then ask him out to accompany me for lunch only. Anyway seriously if not happy being together with me just say out, i'm fine with it.
