Saturday, October 11, 2008 Y 12:01:00 PM
Angry!!! I'm very angry, sad, moody, feeling very very very down.
Supposed to meet darling for lunch but couldn't get hold of him after his hair cut at Elias. He promised to call me when home, but never. Been calling for hours (from lunch time to knck off from work), numerous calls, but just no answer.
Had a weird feeling, feeling uncomfortable as he told me his tired and on his way back home from work, he fall asleep while driving. I keep calling him as i'm hungry and worried about it. Thus, i've been thinking alot, real lot.
Till nearly 6pm then he called me back, keep saying sorry to me and explain to me that he's tired and was sleeping. But, he don't understand/ can't feel me feeling at all. I know he love me, wanna accompany me lunch but i understand. I understand and i know how tired he is after night shift and still need to accompany me for lunch. I know how tired it is, really.
Anyway after which, he came and picked me up from work from the nearby bus stop home. Had abit of dinner as mummy cooked mine, and i got no choice but to eat.
After which, darling suggested to go Ehub for singing session. Since he gave in to me, trying to "hong wo", i gave in too. Therefore we went to the had some quick bites at Xi Men Ding before our singing session. Then headed to Kbox for 3hours of singing session, and lastly we had our supper at Changi Village.
Guess what, the night didn't ended yet, after supper he asked me where i feel like going after it and i told him i wanna go see aeroplane. So, he brought me (with me guiding along) to one of the carpark which near Airfreight Centre for plan viewing. First time there with darling, and i find that the feeling is just so sweet, looking at the sky with plane flying towards your direction, preparing to lane. Just too bad that, that night we got the wrong spot, as all plane fly off from the direction and thus we can't see that clearly. Feeling disappointed, so darling drove to T3.
He said he wanna bring me go out rounding as we never did it before. There we go, to T3, parked our car, and we go level by level inside T3 to take a walk at nearly 2am in the morning.
Ended the night cum morning at nearly 4am.
