Wednesday, August 26, 2009 Y 12:09:00 PM
I cried last night before i sleep.
I find that life is so meaningless. Whenever i need someone to be by my side, there ain't anybody.
I miss papa so much. So much till i thought of sending him a sms to his ex-hp number to tell him how much i miss him, but i know that is impossible, thus i save it up in my draft. How i hope he can bring me along with him, be by his side as living in this world is so miserable as we got ton of bills to pay. Living standard is so high till i can hardly breathe. Really cannot hang on anymore.
On the other hand, i knew i cannot just leave this world like that cos in the end mummy will be the one to suffer again but i have bought alot of insurance for myself and i believe it is enough for her to use for the rest of her life if she spend wisely.
Stress!!! ARG!!! Why do i have so many burden with me? HATE IT HATE IT!!!
Tuesday, August 25, 2009 Y 8:03:00 PM
Whenever darling came to pick me up from work, i would complaint to him that i'm hungry. Hence today he went to Esso petrol station to buy Pola chicken puff before he pick me up.
But i am not hungry cos i ate 2 mini mooncakes in the office at around 4plus. Thus, he finished up the puff himself cos he said he is hungry. *hahaha*
